So I have been struggling with picking at my face for a few years but this past semester in school (I'm in college) it's gotten way worse to the point where I have scabs all over my face the size of a dime (which as far as scabs go are HUGE) and I just came home for winter break and picked again for the first time in days and my face was almost perfect and now it is red and swollen and will have scabs EVERYWHERE and I am absolutely furious with myself because I wanted to look good while I was home and meeting up with my old friends. I already didn't want to go anywhere but NOW I DO NOT want to leave the house where anybody can see me and I am fed up with this and so so so dissappointed in myself and seriously don't know what to do. I'm trying to log but I will take absolutely any tips because my mom tries to help me not pick but she goes to bed before I do and I always pick before bed.